woe, woe, woe

Well here I am again with the need to write down something, anything. it keeps me from going nuts. nothing in my life would cause anyone to need phychiatric help but all the little details and minicrisis are driving me bonkers. My biggest request for mom is not to cook when no one is home. she has had too many little stove fires to trust that she can handle it alone anymore. although I explained that we all do it sometimes but she no longer has the ability to get it took care of quickly without danger. this , of course hurt her feelings or made her mad(either-I don't care to do). I had told her I wanted to work a lot on the house this week-end and spend some time with joey before he goes back to school. well Kaye decided it would be a good time to come for the chicken dinner they been trying to do for a few months. she has to do things when she is up to it so not to be angry about but definitly changed my weekend. I would never want anyone to say I was angry cause I wouldn't want to hurt anybody. so I rearrange my plans or actually just drop them. I finally did sell my silver wedding band for a 100.00 bill. took joey to get some school supplys and an outfit and the ticket was 99.22.filling out papers to decrease my mortgage with my daughter having to move and needing to move into it.and it is in no way ready. trying to teach jamey to drive and looking for a job so to say the least I have many things on my mind. but dinner is ready to serve. and I am glad we are blessed to still have kaye able to eat. I can hardly be with her without my heart breaking. The children starving in somolia. God, we have to wake up and try to help these children. prayers for all later